i often wonder if i should just quit pursuing art. not just as a career, but in general. i hate my style, but any time i try something new it just loops back around, and i cant draw anything without giant, glaring mistakes
i feel like im not going anywhere in general. i feel like im supposed to be much better by now. everyone else i know is at a much higher level than me, and ive been drawing for longer than some of them. is my art even worth anything? no, probably not. im doomed to wallow in my little pit of sub-par mediocrity with my art.
i hate my art and i hate myself for not being able to improve at this or anything else
and its so weird like im not exactly sure what's going on
i'm watching golden time i started watching it cuz of a screenshot of one of the characters announcing "That man is having sexual relations with a bird!"
that feel when you watch a new anime by KaiCzar, journal
that feel when you watch a new anime
and its so weird like im not exactly sure what's going on
i'm watching golden time
i started watching it cuz of a screenshot of one of the characters announcing "That man is having sexual relations with a bird!"
so i wake up this morning and i go into the kitchen to make myself a bowl of cereal and there's a spider on the counter so i couldn't eat and then like three hours later i go to the grocery store to buy some peaches and when i'm in the produce aisle i sneeze so hard i fart and a little bit of shit comes out. so i couldnt eat breakfast and i shit myself at the grocery store and i come home and all i wanted was a glass of pee and you couldnt even provide that
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